The Colorful Mosaic

And I had disappeared again, like always. Not because I was busy but simply lazy. I hope everyone has been doing good. And while I was away a lot of interesting things, I did, do not worry or be excites I am not going to write about my love life and its spices here ;)

I had a retina detachment in my left eye which was followed by surgery which was followed by me being home with a pirate eye (ha.ha. it was cool) and painful. The TV remote was locked and the mobile phone confiscated, I listened to TV lying on the couch and discovered I had such a wonderful gift- that of seeing. How each of us are taking it for granted and how vision would chart one's life. Anyway, I do not want to be preachy, but it was great to know that it has not ruined my eye sight and I wish to do something for those who do not have this gift.

While lying there I also felt how bored I was of the rut of office and work and there was no zest in life for doing something new left in me. I was becoming, boring, monotonous and OLD. So I decided to something about it till I had the opportunity to do so. So I quit and now I am on my own. It is a learning arc and will be here for quite a bit while I struggle my way up or someway. But the feeling is pretty liberating than being in office and making presentations, no offences , I am just not that kind of a person.

In the celebration of being unemployed and workless I went on a vacation with friends, did a lot of  necessary catching up and antics that were pending since long. Although it feels insecure, I am enjoying the insecurity, so all those whose heart is not where it should be, you should get out of what you are doing and do what you want to. At the end everything is a struggle but doing something I do not like will make life more difficult.

Why am I writing all this random incident of the last 7-8 months here is coz I want people to read, to know that not everything that you feel is a bad idea is actually a bad idea, till u do not give it a shot u will never know. I have had an insightful year and wanted to share it.

We were not born to be guided by school books and office files, its one life there is much more to do then crib about pending work and ugly colleagues.

This is just an experience that I have shared, we all have our own perceptions and priorities so if someone loves the files and the indoors please feel free to continue and not blame me for putting another thought in your head.

Hope you liked reading the post. Till Later! Cheers!!

“And forget not that the earth delights to feel your bare feet and the winds long to play with your hair”

― Kahlil Gibran, The Prophet

Forever Friends

I resumed office last week after my fall and my vacation thus ended :( So I took a week to recover from the shock :)

So here I am, back to work, lazy, more than ever before. 

I am slowly returning to normal life, driving, going out in crowds, meeting friends etc. anyway, this post is about something special, rather someone actually someones. these someones are "friends" I made in college, and before I knew it they were "family" and of course when you spend 5 years of your teenage life in a new college with new friends and everything new, you tend to just stick a little more together, coz that’s all you can do to not feel lonely.

When I left college, we all thought, living in the same city we will never separate and keep a track of each other every single minute like we did for the last 5 years, and it did last for a while, there was no leaving each other’s side, irrespective if the other wanted it or not. Things change and they always do, so then slowly the daily meetings turned to weekends, the weekends to fortnight and the fortnight to months. People left city, country in some cases, and life still drags us at its own pace. The slow transition from teenage to adulthood. The feeling that, somewhere something will always remain empty, that I left a part of me in my hostel premises, where that “ME” still lives and will forever do, laughing, hi-fing, revising at 4am, running in circles. That some people did not enjoy college as much but then that’s where we met and that’s what is most important.

There is no particular reason for this nostalgia except that I wish I was still there to be assured and re-assured that we were all saidling in the same ship. We have all become so busy or fearful or so confident that the re-assurances are not asked for neither given. That I do not just walk out of my room and have someone look at me and ask, kya hua, chehra utra hua kyun hai? Chal maar kea aate hai… If wishes were horses……….

And this one is to those someone’s who looked after me, loved me and cared for me and still do. For those persons in whose blogs I continuously find a mention and I chuckle.

The Happy thoughts Post

And now that I have been advised bed rest and compulsory vacation, I am going to bug everyone with at least a post a day.

Today I realised, that sometimes Love is enough, to sustain boundaries, differences and even time. It is one of the most fulfilling feelings I have ever experienced. There are always somethings that you repeatedly do wrong and each time u learn to do it a new way and sometimes the most correct thing also does not seem to just be that perfect. Life writes a diary, where it has specified when, what should happen. So when I think about something, Bad or Good, I can actually say, WOW! good this happened at the correct time, or I would be paying a much larger price for it. It designed for me breaks: So I could think with a clear mind, Work: So I could apply that clear mind to it, Ability: So I know how much I am capable of doing and so on. If there is someone who writes all this, he sure does a pretty good job of it.

This is something I have experienced in the last couple of days and I am so thankful, that Life happened to each of us. It is Short, we should take the risks, smell the roses, fight the bully and enrich ourselves with the experiences we get along the way.

I should hope to share more such thoughts,soon enough...

Ciao

Keep Smiling :)